My Thoughts

My mind is paralyzed 

By the thoughts 

Of how I'm not worth the life I breathe

As tears paint my face 

Shaking my head back and forth

To get a chance to think of something else

I'm blinded by self doubt

As I tremble forward 

Trying to move on

I fall down to my bruised knees 

I shriek until I can't anymore

It seems that I care more about my thoughts

Than myself 

As the sun burns my skin

The flowers die in my hand

My bone are heavy from the pain

I can't move anymore

God!

Help me!

With a small voice says you are worth more than heaven's treasures

My chains are broken 

Sun doesn't sting 

And the burden on my heart is gone