Crystal Tears

As the dancing night rings
My stars fly down
As sadness covers my heart

Forgotten memories struck midnight
Sleepy eyes are no more
As the rainbows of black light up

Questioning why my heart beats
My eyes are the moon of the night
Glowing on everything at once

My heart howls at the stars
Stars with care fall ever so slowly
As I breathe the pain

My back as tall as a tree
My tree continues to grow
As the night goes longer

My mind asks
My heart responds
It says my crystal tears are worth more than the sky
And you are loved by all

365 Broken Pieces

My heart is broken
Each day a broken piece falls

365 broken pieces
That's what makes my heart
All those pieces will be gone soon

Each day, a new piece breaks off
By the end of the year
My heart won't even exist

It feels like that right now
All the betrayal
All the hurt

My heart is so heavy
With the 365 broken pieces
Because you shot me there

I have a hole in my heart
You put it there
Yet you blame me

I wishing now that I didn't have a heart
So I will let my heart bleed
And let the 365 broken pieces fall

Perfectly Imperfect

I'm trapped
As if a rose that is trying to bloom
But only has enough water to bloom a little
And not fully
My thorns are cut
Because they hurt others
But don't they know that it is apart of me?
Do I have to be perfect to please them?

I feel like I'm going crazy
To never really express myself fully

It all has to be hidden says the world
We were created not to be perfect

So try to be?
Stop trying toe fix me
With these pills
Stop trying to silence me
With your imperfect words
Because I don't want to be perfect
I want to be perfectly imperfect

Good-bye For Now

I say good-bye for now
As we go our separate ways
We'll see each other soon, I don't know how

This is my vow
To come back in a few days
I say good-bye for now

Some tears I will allow
As the memories replay
We'll see each other soon, I don't know how

Leaving you without a sound
I'm counting the days
I say good-bye for now

I still see your face looking down
Wishing that the plane would delay
We'll see each other soon, I don't know how

Please let this not be the end, with a frown
My tears could fill a bay
I say good-bye for now
We'll see each other soon, I don't know how

The Long Journey

I am a princess
Of the one true King

I am lost at sea
And trying to find my way back home
To my Father

I write letters to Him
Every day

Some days I wish I was
Already in my Father's arms

Trying to find a faster way
Yer it endangers my soul

More storms will come
And sometimes wreck my ship

But my Father will send angels
To repair my wounds

I know it will be a long journey
Before I see my King

But for now, I will be brave
And steer my ship towards home
Some day I will be home.

Haunted Words

As the beat drops
I can hear your heart pumping loudly
As if a hummingbird's wings flap slowly

With the thunder of your footsteps
A smile creeps in closely

As your arms wrap around me like a blanket
Tears start to fall

Your eyes are as soft as a flower's petals
Viewing deeply in thought of your surroundings

The night erupts with emotions
As the memories start to haunt us

Can you hear my heart screaming?
As the battle goes on
Dry tears paint my face
As dawn grows